IUI #7 - 13dpiui

Tomorrow at 9 am is my beta. I am ssssssoooo nervous and so scared. I got a positive yesterdy and today (although today's was a little lighter than last nights) and I also got a positive on a digital this morning. I am so scared though that my hcg isn't rising appropriately. I have also been taking those tests Dr. Connell's office gave me and they don't seem to be getting ANY darker.

I have been in this same place 5 times before - at least I am not spotting thought and I have had fairly strong hpts unlike the last 2 times. I am trying to be strong and have faith but I am so, so, so scared. Please keep us in your prayers tomorrow. I will update as soon as I can.

We are praying:
1) That we will have strength to accept whatever the results are tomorrow
2) That we will have courage and grace to handle the results
3) That we will get a STRONG beta - over 100 would be EXCELLENT and over 171 would be OUT OF THIS WORLD (the last viable pregnancy I had was 171 on 14dpiui).
4) That in all of this God would be honored and glorified.

Here was last night's test - remember it wasn't quite as dark today - and I don't have pictures today: